Is it wrong to expect ? I expected to expect without any room for reasoning. I also expected but, it seems as if it’s a dream.
I feel a bit frustrated at myself for being so naive and believing people for who they say they are. I can not believe you anymore.
Life is illusion, everything is not what it seems. It’s not clear as a crystal, I think it’s rather hazy. Truth be told its making me bit dizzy. Nothing is good and nothing is bad it’s all a perception of what we interpreted it to be.
What you say about me is actually what you are saying about yourself. You are reveling the real you everyday. Every time you open your mouth its ugly just like your face and your dark souls that is constantly screaming and trying to burn mine
I used to have this idea of life. it went a little like this, My life is a mirror. The reflection of who i am is staring right at me. I am undoubtedly mistaken for that making that my own perception. The life that was staring at me was ugly,rude,drunk and full on bad mouthed.
ps; Its been a long time since I have been back it feels good to write a bunch of nonsense nobody will ever read. Yet releasing it out to the world to see whats on my mind absolutely raw and not even edited.